Last day in 2010.

Alright.

Today was the last day for year 2010.

Another half an hours time.

It's time to say HI to 2011.=)

A new chapter of my life start tomorrow.

Seem like everyone is blogging about resolutions.

But I don't think I have much.Hmmmmmm.

Let's see.

I hope.I hope.

1. I can get my P licence soon.I need it!

So that I can fetch my parents all around to everywhere.

2. I hope.I can enjoy my School life!

I not sure yet whether I will study form 6 or college.

3. I hope.I can make more new friends.

National service.I will make more new friend at there.

4. I hope.I can grow taller.

So that all the people won't ask me the same question anymore.

Stop asking me! Although I am short but I am proud of myself!

5. I hope.I can earn more money.I need money now.

So that I no need use my mum money and

I can shopping every week!

6. I hope.All my friend will always be happy.

You all really important to me.I love you all.♥

7. I hope.Everything goes right in my life!

That's all I think.

2010 really happened a lot of things.

SPM ended.And the whole year is full of tears and sweet.

I just hope next year will turn to be better.

HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone.

Hope everyone's wishes come true ya.^^

我很爱很爱你们。♥

Last Outing.

Today(30.12.2010).

The last 2 days before 2011 come.

Wake up early in the morning.

Finished bath and when I prepared to

Walk out from my house to take train to M.Valley

It suddenly rain.Arghhhhhh.

I just hate when you want to go out

And it rain in the early morning.

Anyway.Last the rain stop.Luckily.

This is the last outing with him.My best friend.

Before I go for National Service.

Maybe because of is last outing.I really enjoy it.

We go red box to sing.And we get to sing a lot of song.

I still remember we shout and sing till very loud.

That's was really fun.I really very enjoy.

Just can't use word to explain that feeling.

After this,need wait 3 month later only we can hang out again.

I will very miss you and all of my friend.

I don't want to lose this happy space.♥

谢谢你给的回忆

我会永远都记得

想念。

Merry Christmas!:D

Today is Christmas.

Merry Christmas everyone!:D

How are you going to celebrate it?

Party?Or dating with your girlfriends or boyfriends?

I know many people are looking forward to this day.

Like the decoration things in everywhere,Celebrating and more.

For me.Christmas is a day to celebrate with your loves one.

I wish that the coming year I can celebrate with my loves one

beside of my family.Hmmm.Just wish.

Because this kind of things is out of our control.

Alright.

Lets talk bout Christmas Eve.

Yesterday I went to The Curve to celebrate.

Went reach there is like wow so many people.

And when u look around everyone is holding their him or her.

Is so romantic.And when is sharp 12am

everyone is started to spray each other.

And,i get spray by someone which I don't know who is it.

Lol.Damn.I hate the smell.But is A new experience.♥

First time celebrated Christmas eve like this.

I do hope that it will be more fun during the next year.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!:)

Education Fair.

Alright.18.12.2010.

Actually today plan to go

Midvalley to celebrate

Ah Yan Birthday.Her Birthday is suppose to be

17.12.2010.I born exactly 3 month early to her bday.

Because of certain reason can't celebrate on day.

Really feel sorry.That's why plan to celebrate on today.

But at the end she cannot.Never mind I understand.

So,don't say sorry again ya.

End Up.

just I.AH MAY.Ming.

I am the early 1 who reach there.

So wait at F.O.S to meet them.

The ah ming say coming coming but end up

2 Girl waiting him.Not Gentlemen.I keep saying him.

Skip this.Our main whys for going there is because of there

Having EDUCATION FAIR.

That's why we when there if not I rather stay at home and rest.

Its really very crowded.Saw some of my school friend.

After that.

We went to had our lunch.

At Kim Gary.The food actually is just normal.

Well.After finished end up our day.

I will appreciate the moment with you all.

Tomorrow going out again.

Timesquare I coming.

Alright..Just that.

Hope you guys have a nice day.:)

梦，越来越来遥远

我抖擞一下精神，

现实，我又回来了。

Falling Down.

*Falling Down*

Take a deep breath.

Finally SPM is OVER.

I can feel the fresh air around.

A new beginning will be start in our life.

A new chapter of our life.

Well.

My 1st Driving Experience.

One of the thing we did was to,

turn the steering 360 degree.

The steering was freaking Heavy.

Anyway,I still can handle in this part.

It look not a big problem for me.

If u think that the steering is very heavy

I just can tell you that Handbrake was

100X heavier than the steering!

To me

The most harder is you need a very good skill

In controlling the oil paddle and

steeping the acceleration paddle harder.

I can't do well.And I just keep scolding by the stupid man.

Lol.If I know how to drive I no need learn from you

Don't you just be more patient.Arghhhhhh.
Few more week is my driving exam.

Just hope that everything go smooth.

And I can pass my test.I really need PASS.

Anyway,I think will take my exam after I back for camp.

I lack of time.

Overall,driving is not fun as you think.

Today.

Chinese Exam.

Is totally hard.

Essay I wrote a topic bout

学子的梦想

Paper 1 still okay but paper 2 not very good.

I wish that I can get A for my Chinese paper.

Result.Just leave it for god.*Pray*

This few day I really not in good mood.

Because I worry bout something.

And something is happened.

Feel really depressed.

其实，我已经习惯了

什么事都自己扛自己解决

有时真的会觉得很累

没关系，习惯就好

习惯就好。加油。

The Day after S.P.M.?:)

BACK TO BLOG BLOG!!

As you know SPM IS almost OVER!!!

Time passes greatly fast.

3 week were gone,

9 papers were down,

and still climbing for the last paper-CHINESE.

Totally never have a proper rest.

I need to say that some paper I really screwed up!!

Anyway.It's OVER.

After that it seem that is free.

But to me is NOT. I kena national service.

First batch of it. The place is at Mukim Sungai(Perak).

I don't know whether is a good news a not.

3 month at there.

I am gonna,

miss my family a lot.

miss my home.

miss my friend.

miss everything of here.

I MISS YOU ALL.

Another side.

Hope that I can learn,

Something new from there.

Meet a lot of new friend.

Get a new experience.

Important is I can be more independent.

梦是天上的星，

光彩绚目，

虽摘不到，

可是看见它有在天空就很好。

Day before exam.

Alright.2 more days to go.

Exam will start on next tuesday.(23.11.2010).

This few week also busy study.

But i still got a lot not yet revision.

Help...If you ask me am i ready yet.

I will just say i already ready for it.

Believe yourself that you can make it.

And.

YOU CAN!

Fight fight fight!!!

Fight for a good result.

All that taking exam.

Good luck and All the best ya.!

Anyway.

Not going to update.

During exam season.

Will be back on December.!

Take Care everyone.

Love.=)

To the end.

As my title.To the end.

Last friday(12.11.2010).

Our school our class.

Had celebrate a in miniature gather.

Because of this the attenders is much more better than usual.

Perhaps because of many free food can eat.Hmmm.

To me.Not really.

The important is.

This is the last day that we can gather together.

Chit chat till non-stop and keep snapped photo.

Before the exam(SPM) is coming.

Time is passing fast.It really come to the end.

But I just wanna the time stopped at the moment.

And..Please flashing back on those time if can.

Finally I had ended my secondary school life.

Appreciate a lot the moment we you all.

My 'La po' Gang>(Suesue,yanyan,maymay,ck,kelly.)and more.

My Bosom friend>Bx(Bang xiong).

The boys>(Msum,Zming,etc)

*Thank you..*

Thank you that being with me.

Feeling damn regret that never knew you guys earlier.

=(..=(

Please do remember ME.

And I will remember ALL OF YOU!

LOVE YOU ALL.

世事没有永恒，拥有的终归会失去，

如果珍惜她的曾经存在，有时回想品味

那如烟往事，便等于是藏着一个缺陷美了。

Look Towards.

I Like this..^^

I like the flower colour --------Purple.

Ya.I am back.

Really no long time din online d.

No computer no life.Hmmm...

To me I no computer is half death.Haha.

Anyway.Just want to share my story.

Alright.First.

this week just stay at home.

Stay at home just for study.

Study and study.SPM.

Sigh.I not really prepare yet.

Got a lot need study.Not enough time.

I need extra time.Time,I need you.

Still leave 2 more week.

After that.Is exam time.

Really very stress.I wish.

I can get a better result.

I wish.

Second.

Last week go flowering garden.

With my parents.There really is a good place for relaxing.

Look at the flower,take a breath.

Fling all the stress although just for a short moment.

Is already enough to me.

I know i can't escape from stress.

Therefore,take up courage and handle it.

I know you and I can make it.

We can make it.

My Friend..

Add oil together ya.(^__^)

So long din't watch movie.

I miss cinema.

Never mind.Just stand for 1 and half month.

After that.Is over.

A new beginning life is waiting in front of us.

Look towards.

Stop here.

Good night everyone.=)

原来当心灵的压抑

得到了抒发，有了出口

身心就舒畅多了。

Awaiting The arrival.

After Trial.

What i do?Okay,now nowadays i seldom go school.

5 day of school and i just go 2-3 days.

I just stay at home and study.STUDY?

Ya.Study.At least got study a bit.

Rather than go school sit at the class and do nothing.

Can you imagine 1 class not more than 10 people come.

And teacher won't teach also.Just ask you to study your own.

Cause all the syllable had covert.

Well.

Go to school also is not a bad things.

Ya.It will feel boring.

But if u really want study.

School is also a good place to study.

But.I do prefer study at home.

Sorry my friend i know you need go school.

Anyway.I will try accompany you.

No point.Who call you is my best best friend.:D

And.

Besides of study.

Sometime we also should relax.

Just don't push yourself too tight.

Right.Wednesday(13.10.10).

Went out with my friend.

2 girl and 1 boy.Such a nice combination.

Why? Because 3 also siao siao de.

We really sing till very high.Is really fun.^^

Especially when we sing 我是一只小小鸟&身骑白马.

Awaiting the arrival.I am waiting.

P/S: Disappointed bout my trial result.==

期待下一次的约会=)

With a heavy heart.

Yeah.Trial is over.

But SPM is not yet over.

Exam really make me feel very tired.

I need to switch my bed time to 1am.

Maybe some will think that is still early.

But i feel quite late d.Is really very sleepy.

Exam over.

Now.I scare to face the result.

I know it will be very terrible.

Anyway.I will try my best on SPM.

I really need to work hard.I know.

Stress.Pressure.!!

And.Now.

I not very good in mood.

Because of certain things.

I know i should let go.I know.I know.

But I really can't.Really can't.

I still miss you.

How badly i miss you.

I know i shouldn't be like that.

Because you already belong to someone.

I know.Just give me another few minutes to miss you again.

After this.I know i must lose the past.

I know i can do it.*Tears*

原来.

不知不觉你在我心里

已经有一定的分量了

我

很怕被遗忘的感觉

很怕被忽略的感觉

很怕

你很重要

Trial Exam Season

Exam season.

Ya.Still exam.

Study everyday.

But can't remember anything also.

Hmmm.What to say lea.

Already exam for few subject.

BM.BI.History.Modern Math.Add Math.Biology.

Add math and Bio is the most worst to me.

Actually I dun feel scare at all for bio.

But after finished taking for trial bio paper.

Only I started to feel scare.Scare I cant pass.

I din't fail my bio paper before. Please..Give me pass!

Add math.Lgi teruk.

I don't know how to do also.For me,really difficult.

Tomorrow is Bio paper3.

Tuesday is Physics.(Death).

Will be end my trial exam on this Friday.

Faster over.I already very Stress!!

Just Trial only.For me,is already very stress.

I can't imagine how am i going to sit for SPM.

Anyway,I will take it as a challenge.

I am sure i will be very miss my secondary school life.

After SPM.Is time to leave and say goodbye to all my friends.

I know we still can hang out together but it will be less already.

I will totally miss it.Especially my best friend.

You know who u are.I really will miss u.

Don't worry,I won't forget all for you.

The memorize that we together create,

I will always remember.

I suddenly feel scare that you all will forget me.

Hope that after this we still can keep in touch with each other.

You.Better don't forget me!

If not I will kill you.Haha.

That's all for this.

Will be update soon:

Bout my Mumu birthday celebration.:D

Everyone: Take care and have a nice day.~^^

My BIG DAY..

Wake up at the early morning.

And saw raining.Heavy rain.

I pray for not rain but it rain.

Raining is really very bother for me.

Because I need walk to station and take bus.

Sigh.

Alright.Today.

17of September.Is my birthday.

Went to 1U to celebrate.

We go eat at New York Deli for lunch.

First of all..thank you to all my friend.

Suesue,Ck,Maymay,Hoong,Jie,Sum,Ming.

You all have make my day.Appreciate a lot.♥

I will always remember.Love you all.

And.Very thank you for the present.

It such a wonderful day.

Hope that we can always hang out like that.

You all are part of my life.Once again,Thank you^^

Mummy.thank you.

I love you..

没想到你还记得我的生日

谢谢你的祝福..~

Please!Turn my mood UP

School holiday going to be end.

I don't really like September.

Don't ask me why.I don't know.

Maybe is because something happened on this month.

Feel a bit down.Really not very good mood.

And.Today.

Went for add math tuition.

A lot of question I don't know how to do.

Help.Is going to trial.

If continue like pass is also a problem.

I really blank on that time.

Totally blank.=(

During this holiday.

I just have study finished form 4 history.

Bio just half half.

Study really kill me!!Goshh.

Still gt 2 more days is my day.

But how come i don't feel excited.

Is such a different from last year.

Please turn my mood up.

I really need to smile.And laugh till non-stop.

I want to be crazy.

It been so long i din turn to be like that.

朋友发生事情。我却帮不上任何的忙。

而且还要是最好的朋友。

我遇到事情时，你都是朋友当中第一个开解我。

可是当你遇到困难，我却一点都帮不上忙。

真的觉得很愧疚。

我真的把朋友看待的很重要。很重要。

希望你的事情可以快点解决。

加油!支持你!

September:)

September now.♥

Holiday week now.

2 week of holiday.

A month of Happy and also STRESS month.

Happy is because this month is my birthday.

Stress is because after holiday I have to face my Trial EXAM.

Arghhh..HeLp...

I think I gonna celebrate my birthday with BOOKS.

Perhaps everyone want to study at home and study rite.

Never mind.I know it.

But I just hope this year

I will experience a different bday.

Ya.

This few day also just busy for TUITION.

Morning tuition then night also tuition.

Damn tired.Feel Sleepy.

Don't have the mood to study.

But no choice still have to study.

I will try my best d.Jiayou.

Last.

HAPPY HOLIDAY everyone!!

Enjoy your holiday and also

STUDY HARD+STUDY SMART.

And also.

For my best friend.

Good luck for your camp and enjoy ya.

Remember come back must share your feelings!!

Take Care:)

Happy National Day..~

First

Need to congrats to my dear fren>Sue<.

She finally couple.Wish that they can last longer.

Sad..I am alone now...Hahaha...

Anyway,I really happy for the news.

Ya.

Last Saturday.

Watched movie with my jie fren.

They are so friendly.Enjoy a lot on that day.

We watched STEP UP 3D.

Is super duper nice...!!!

And.Today.

I skip school.x(

Plan to go study at library d.When we reached there,the guard say 12 o clock only open.

LOL..So,end up we study at Macdonals.

We study at there like half death already.

Study around 4 hours at there.

Tired plus sleepy..Hahaha..

Tomorrow is public holiday.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY.

You are my special friend.

I appreciate a lot..(:

Drop..

叶子-阿桑

叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀

翅膀 是落在天上的叶子

天堂 原来应该不是妄想

只是我早已经遗忘

当初怎么开始飞翔

孤单是一个人的狂欢

狂欢是一群人的孤单

很久的一首歌

最近 在电台听到

也是我最近 爱上的一首歌

很久没有听着一首歌会让眼泪

不受控制的 流下

可是 这首歌却做到了

也许听着这首歌时 让我想起了很多东西

触动了 我的心

我不是那种很容易会

在朋友面前流眼泪的人

也不会容易透露自己的心事

这就是我的 性格

习惯了 什么事情都自己扛 自己解决

有时真的会觉得有点 累

想有个肩膀可以依靠

但是 到最后我还都是一个人

一路以来 都是

现在 真的还没有适合的对象

曾经 很喜欢某人 真的很喜欢

可是那都已经是 曾经了

答应了自己 我会忘记的

我会的

谢谢'你'

谢谢你的陪伴

朋友 如果没有你

我想我会很闷

谢谢你 真的很谢谢

我们 永远的好朋友(:

Msg for SUE: Don't think so much.Give a chance to try.

Busy AUGUST.

I am back.

Yes,I know.My blog is death.

Few week didn't renew my blog.

So.Now I will post everything that happened within the few week.

Actually I got many things want to share.

But,I just don't know how to write it and express my feeling.

Well.Anyway.

15.8.2010.The day I attend seminar.SEMINAR SKOR A.

Is teras subject.This seminar take around 8 hours.(9-5.30pm)

Should be 9 o clock sharp start.But end up around 945a.m only start.

LOL.damn hate de.I DON'T LIKE LATE.DON'T LIKE WAITING PPL.

Can you imagine if late finish then I need go back home late.

Between I need take bus and take train back.No one fetch me back.

How good if I got my own car or got people fetch me back.

Unfortunately I don't have.:(

Feel lonely when alone going back home.

HATE THIS KIND OF FEELING.

AND.

This just happened on last friday.

My last BSMM event.Last event with you all.

I reallyyyyy will be very miss the moment be with you all.

My installation.

Here to say thank you to all of you.

Committee board of 2010/2011.

Thank you that put in a lot of effort on it.

Although not very good.But I enjoy.

You all improve a lot.I am proud of it.

Once again..Thank you.(:

Picture will be uptade soon.

Second.

Just finished sejarah DRAMA.

With my classmate.

I started to like my class so much.5C.

Last.

Tomorrow going to seminar.(Science)

AGAIN and AGAIN.

Never mind.I endure.Arghhhh...>.<

Pray that everything just go smooth.please.

It just a busy month>august<.

朋友,谢谢你。

很特别。

Birthday Celebration+The day in Prince Cafe.

Is AUGUST now.

Got a lot things that happened in this 1 week.

But all is happy things.A good memorize that together

With my secondary schoolmate and my BFF.

First.(7.8.2010)SATURDAY.

Is my school having sport carnival.

But I din join this event because choose to go KDU College.

To attend A CHINESE SEMINAR.Is very meaningful.

If you go,you will learn something that you couldn't learn in a text book.

Except for just giving seminar it also have a motivation talk.

I learn something on this round.

LEARN.LAUGH.LEAD.

Learn.In the process.

Laugh.I always make it.

Lead.I trying my best.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

After finished seminar.

Our Chinese teacher bring us to SS2 de PRINCE CAFE.

To have our lunch.Nice.(Not the food)hahaha.

4 of us(2 GIRL&2BOY)plus teacher.

Eat and non-stop of chit chat.(Gossip)oops.hehe.

Anyway.We really enjoy right?Yes,WE DO^^

Second(8.8.2010).

Go mid valley to early celebrate my BFF>CHI HOONG

Need to say SORRY to him that I am late to reach there.

Sry ya..need you wait me.Hope you won't mind.^^

We watched 'The Last Airbender'.

After movie.lunch time and buy 'cakes' to him.

Just a small 'cakes'.Hope you like it o.

Tats all for this post.Will uptade soon.;)

我们的友谊，我很珍惜。

Recently..

Yeap.July test..It's over.

Next week will get the result.

But seriously I don't really do well in this exam.

Don't ask me why.I DON'T KNOW.

Recently,many things was happened.

Mix feeling that I have now.

First.

On 28 of July.

I stepped down from BSMM committee board.

When the moment I stepped down

and now pass all the work to the next board.

I feel I already FREE.FREEDOM.

But after that,I feel sad because going to leave them.

Can't snap picture together le.

I WILL MISS THE MOMENT WE TOGETHER.

Can I stop the time to move on?

Second.

Let me write in chinese.

前几天关心知己

却得不到被信任

那种感觉在当下很难过

我一直以为我们是互相信任的知己

可是。原来我错了。

也许我不该那么的在意

也许我过于执着某些东西

以为付出会有回报

这件事然让我明白了和有所领悟

不过分执着，我会快乐点。

谢谢你的陪伴。

珍惜。

BLOOD DONATION 2010

Monday(19.7.2010)

Our school having blood donation.

And ya,I skip class..But not because of ponteng..

Is having duty on this event.

I saw many of my friend are so 'kind' to donate their RED RED BLOOD

Hahaha..I wish that I also can donate..

But I not yet over my bday(consider as 16++)only.

One more is,I under weight..Need 45kg only can donate.

I just 41kg only..To me,i don't think I am thin..

Cause imagine my height and if my body weight is over 45kg.

I will be fat already.So,NO WAY.

I don't know why some people are so scare that let people know their height and body weight.

To me,I am proud to be say it out If you ask me.

I am short SO WHAT?None of your businese also.(someone).

After BLOOD DONATION,Then having meeting to discuss when AGM.

Finished meeting..We started taking photo.Enjoy..

I surely will MISS YOU ALL.:)

And last..HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY JIEJIE..^^

我很无助..

Saturday~

Today as usual.

But different is today I enjoy a lot.

Is suppose today got a trip to Pusat science d.

But because of the time problem.

So,I and my classmate+good friend>CH<

We go sing k..my sis also going.

Hahaha..damn fun wei..like it..^^

I will be strong.

I will put it down.

And.

My friend>CH<

Congraz that your leg is recover ya.

And,MY Friend>SUE<

Faster recover from sick..:)

Weekday+Weekend

Okay..Lets talk bout what I have done during the weekday+weekend

First..Friday(9.7.2010)

Went midvalley to celebrate YUET MAY birthday..

Sing k..Eat..and they go watch movie.

But I din go watch(Predators)..Because of TUITION>.<

Anyway,I enjoy..Yup,HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAY..(:

Today(11.7.2010)

Go 1U with my cousin.

Plan to go watch movie d.

But because of all the time is not suit and all is in front d.

I want go watch eclipse lea.But can't find kaki to go watch with me.==

过了几个月了

我依然还没完全放下对你的感觉

可是我会努力的

祝你幸福(=

MOVE ON

New month..

JULY now..

Nothing much to say bout my life.

It just SAME..STUDY+WORK+EAT+SLEEP.

We have been almost 2 month din meet each other d.

Seriously,I very MISS U..

Miss your VOICE,your SMILE ,your EVERYTHING.

BUT.

Now..What I can do is..

Let it go..And move on with my life.

It seem to be so hard for me.

I can't do it..

Although the time is passing.

I am trying hard.

Please..

最熟悉的陌生人~

你过得好吗?

突然很想见到你..不懂为什么..

我们不能像以前一样了

我们的关系从最初有点暧昧>>好朋友>>

最后却将变成>>陌生人<<

现在

我宁愿你没说那句话

因为至少我们的关系不会是这样

不能再出来一起玩了

因为你有了她

我对你的感觉就得收藏在心里的最深处

我没有怪你

也没有资格

只怪我当初顾虑的太多

没好好的把握机会

我其实不希望你和她会有好的结果

因为人是自私的

可是我知道勉强没有幸福

所以，选择祝福你

可是喜欢你的感觉是从一起打工到现在

依然还存在着

雪憓加油..

新的学期~

假期结束了，

又是新的学期，

又得过着忙碌+累的生活。

忙着学校的课业，活动

忙着处理和帮忙家里的事物。

可是，有时还蛮享受这种生活的

因为至少不会觉得时间过得很慢

我努力的让时间冲淡我对你的感觉，

可是难。很难。

所以选择了不去想太多，

试着把复杂的事情化为简单，

试着，也学会顺其自然的面对。

有种东西要放弃它很难>爱<

MOVIE AGAIN~

Today went midvalley again.

Go watch movie again>A-TEAM<(I prefer KARATE KID)=)

Go with 2 'leng zai '...boy best friend..Hahaha..

One of it is we know each other like 8 year le..

Omg,i can't believe we know each other for so long d.

And one of it although just know for 2 year.

But don't know why we can so close.

THANK YOU u all..That willing to share your things with me.

No matter is happy or sad.

Remember i will always be there when u need me..:)

Go out with you all.

Really very fun.

I love to go out with you all.

HAPPY DAY!!

还是放不下你~