Awaiting The arrival.

After Trial.

What i do?Okay,now nowadays i seldom go school.

5 day of school and i just go 2-3 days.

I just stay at home and study.STUDY?

Ya.Study.At least got study a bit.

Rather than go school sit at the class and do nothing.

Can you imagine 1 class not more than 10 people come.

And teacher won't teach also.Just ask you to study your own.

Cause all the syllable had covert.

Well.

Go to school also is not a bad things.

Ya.It will feel boring.

But if u really want study.

School is also a good place to study.

But.I do prefer study at home.

Sorry my friend i know you need go school.

Anyway.I will try accompany you.

No point.Who call you is my best best friend.:D

And.

Besides of study.

Sometime we also should relax.

Just don't push yourself too tight.

Right.Wednesday(13.10.10).

Went out with my friend.

2 girl and 1 boy.Such a nice combination.

Why? Because 3 also siao siao de.

We really sing till very high.Is really fun.^^

Especially when we sing 我是一只小小鸟&身骑白马.

Awaiting the arrival.I am waiting.

P/S: Disappointed bout my trial result.==

期待下一次的约会=)

With a heavy heart.

Yeah.Trial is over.

But SPM is not yet over.

Exam really make me feel very tired.

I need to switch my bed time to 1am.

Maybe some will think that is still early.

But i feel quite late d.Is really very sleepy.

Exam over.

Now.I scare to face the result.

I know it will be very terrible.

Anyway.I will try my best on SPM.

I really need to work hard.I know.

Stress.Pressure.!!

And.Now.

I not very good in mood.

Because of certain things.

I know i should let go.I know.I know.

But I really can't.Really can't.

I still miss you.

How badly i miss you.

I know i shouldn't be like that.

Because you already belong to someone.

I know.Just give me another few minutes to miss you again.

After this.I know i must lose the past.

I know i can do it.*Tears*

原来.

不知不觉你在我心里

已经有一定的分量了

我

很怕被遗忘的感觉

很怕被忽略的感觉

很怕

你很重要

Trial Exam Season

Exam season.

Ya.Still exam.

Study everyday.

But can't remember anything also.

Hmmm.What to say lea.

Already exam for few subject.

BM.BI.History.Modern Math.Add Math.Biology.

Add math and Bio is the most worst to me.

Actually I dun feel scare at all for bio.

But after finished taking for trial bio paper.

Only I started to feel scare.Scare I cant pass.

I din't fail my bio paper before. Please..Give me pass!

Add math.Lgi teruk.

I don't know how to do also.For me,really difficult.

Tomorrow is Bio paper3.

Tuesday is Physics.(Death).

Will be end my trial exam on this Friday.

Faster over.I already very Stress!!

Just Trial only.For me,is already very stress.

I can't imagine how am i going to sit for SPM.

Anyway,I will take it as a challenge.

I am sure i will be very miss my secondary school life.

After SPM.Is time to leave and say goodbye to all my friends.

I know we still can hang out together but it will be less already.

I will totally miss it.Especially my best friend.

You know who u are.I really will miss u.

Don't worry,I won't forget all for you.

The memorize that we together create,

I will always remember.

I suddenly feel scare that you all will forget me.

Hope that after this we still can keep in touch with each other.

You.Better don't forget me!

If not I will kill you.Haha.

That's all for this.

Will be update soon:

Bout my Mumu birthday celebration.:D

Everyone: Take care and have a nice day.~^^

My BIG DAY..

Wake up at the early morning.

And saw raining.Heavy rain.

I pray for not rain but it rain.

Raining is really very bother for me.

Because I need walk to station and take bus.

Sigh.

Alright.Today.

17of September.Is my birthday.

Went to 1U to celebrate.

We go eat at New York Deli for lunch.

First of all..thank you to all my friend.

Suesue,Ck,Maymay,Hoong,Jie,Sum,Ming.

You all have make my day.Appreciate a lot.♥

I will always remember.Love you all.

And.Very thank you for the present.

It such a wonderful day.

Hope that we can always hang out like that.

You all are part of my life.Once again,Thank you^^

Mummy.thank you.

I love you..

没想到你还记得我的生日

谢谢你的祝福..~

Please!Turn my mood UP

School holiday going to be end.

I don't really like September.

Don't ask me why.I don't know.

Maybe is because something happened on this month.

Feel a bit down.Really not very good mood.

And.Today.

Went for add math tuition.

A lot of question I don't know how to do.

Help.Is going to trial.

If continue like pass is also a problem.

I really blank on that time.

Totally blank.=(

During this holiday.

I just have study finished form 4 history.

Bio just half half.

Study really kill me!!Goshh.

Still gt 2 more days is my day.

But how come i don't feel excited.

Is such a different from last year.

Please turn my mood up.

I really need to smile.And laugh till non-stop.

I want to be crazy.

It been so long i din turn to be like that.

朋友发生事情。我却帮不上任何的忙。

而且还要是最好的朋友。

我遇到事情时，你都是朋友当中第一个开解我。

可是当你遇到困难，我却一点都帮不上忙。

真的觉得很愧疚。

我真的把朋友看待的很重要。很重要。

希望你的事情可以快点解决。

加油!支持你!

September:)

September now.♥

Holiday week now.

2 week of holiday.

A month of Happy and also STRESS month.

Happy is because this month is my birthday.

Stress is because after holiday I have to face my Trial EXAM.

Arghhh..HeLp...

I think I gonna celebrate my birthday with BOOKS.

Perhaps everyone want to study at home and study rite.

Never mind.I know it.

But I just hope this year

I will experience a different bday.

Ya.

This few day also just busy for TUITION.

Morning tuition then night also tuition.

Damn tired.Feel Sleepy.

Don't have the mood to study.

But no choice still have to study.

I will try my best d.Jiayou.

Last.

HAPPY HOLIDAY everyone!!

Enjoy your holiday and also

STUDY HARD+STUDY SMART.

And also.

For my best friend.

Good luck for your camp and enjoy ya.

Remember come back must share your feelings!!

Take Care:)

Happy National Day..~

First

Need to congrats to my dear fren>Sue<.

She finally couple.Wish that they can last longer.

Sad..I am alone now...Hahaha...

Anyway,I really happy for the news.

Ya.

Last Saturday.

Watched movie with my jie fren.

They are so friendly.Enjoy a lot on that day.

We watched STEP UP 3D.

Is super duper nice...!!!

And.Today.

I skip school.x(

Plan to go study at library d.When we reached there,the guard say 12 o clock only open.

LOL..So,end up we study at Macdonals.

We study at there like half death already.

Study around 4 hours at there.

Tired plus sleepy..Hahaha..

Tomorrow is public holiday.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY.

You are my special friend.

I appreciate a lot..(:

Drop..

叶子-阿桑

叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀

翅膀 是落在天上的叶子

天堂 原来应该不是妄想

只是我早已经遗忘

当初怎么开始飞翔

孤单是一个人的狂欢

狂欢是一群人的孤单

很久的一首歌

最近 在电台听到

也是我最近 爱上的一首歌

很久没有听着一首歌会让眼泪

不受控制的 流下

可是 这首歌却做到了

也许听着这首歌时 让我想起了很多东西

触动了 我的心

我不是那种很容易会

在朋友面前流眼泪的人

也不会容易透露自己的心事

这就是我的 性格

习惯了 什么事情都自己扛 自己解决

有时真的会觉得有点 累

想有个肩膀可以依靠

但是 到最后我还都是一个人

一路以来 都是

现在 真的还没有适合的对象

曾经 很喜欢某人 真的很喜欢

可是那都已经是 曾经了

答应了自己 我会忘记的

我会的

谢谢'你'

谢谢你的陪伴

朋友 如果没有你

我想我会很闷

谢谢你 真的很谢谢

我们 永远的好朋友(:

Msg for SUE: Don't think so much.Give a chance to try.

Busy AUGUST.

I am back.

Yes,I know.My blog is death.

Few week didn't renew my blog.

So.Now I will post everything that happened within the few week.

Actually I got many things want to share.

But,I just don't know how to write it and express my feeling.

Well.Anyway.

15.8.2010.The day I attend seminar.SEMINAR SKOR A.

Is teras subject.This seminar take around 8 hours.(9-5.30pm)

Should be 9 o clock sharp start.But end up around 945a.m only start.

LOL.damn hate de.I DON'T LIKE LATE.DON'T LIKE WAITING PPL.

Can you imagine if late finish then I need go back home late.

Between I need take bus and take train back.No one fetch me back.

How good if I got my own car or got people fetch me back.

Unfortunately I don't have.:(

Feel lonely when alone going back home.

HATE THIS KIND OF FEELING.

AND.

This just happened on last friday.

My last BSMM event.Last event with you all.

I reallyyyyy will be very miss the moment be with you all.

My installation.

Here to say thank you to all of you.

Committee board of 2010/2011.

Thank you that put in a lot of effort on it.

Although not very good.But I enjoy.

You all improve a lot.I am proud of it.

Once again..Thank you.(:

Picture will be uptade soon.

Second.

Just finished sejarah DRAMA.

With my classmate.

I started to like my class so much.5C.

Last.

Tomorrow going to seminar.(Science)

AGAIN and AGAIN.

Never mind.I endure.Arghhhh...>.<

Pray that everything just go smooth.please.

It just a busy month>august<.

朋友,谢谢你。

很特别。

Birthday Celebration+The day in Prince Cafe.

Is AUGUST now.

Got a lot things that happened in this 1 week.

But all is happy things.A good memorize that together

With my secondary schoolmate and my BFF.

First.(7.8.2010)SATURDAY.

Is my school having sport carnival.

But I din join this event because choose to go KDU College.

To attend A CHINESE SEMINAR.Is very meaningful.

If you go,you will learn something that you couldn't learn in a text book.

Except for just giving seminar it also have a motivation talk.

I learn something on this round.

LEARN.LAUGH.LEAD.

Learn.In the process.

Laugh.I always make it.

Lead.I trying my best.

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After finished seminar.

Our Chinese teacher bring us to SS2 de PRINCE CAFE.

To have our lunch.Nice.(Not the food)hahaha.

4 of us(2 GIRL&2BOY)plus teacher.

Eat and non-stop of chit chat.(Gossip)oops.hehe.

Anyway.We really enjoy right?Yes,WE DO^^

Second(8.8.2010).

Go mid valley to early celebrate my BFF>CHI HOONG

Need to say SORRY to him that I am late to reach there.

Sry ya..need you wait me.Hope you won't mind.^^

We watched 'The Last Airbender'.

After movie.lunch time and buy 'cakes' to him.

Just a small 'cakes'.Hope you like it o.

Tats all for this post.Will uptade soon.;)

我们的友谊，我很珍惜。

Recently..

Yeap.July test..It's over.

Next week will get the result.

But seriously I don't really do well in this exam.

Don't ask me why.I DON'T KNOW.

Recently,many things was happened.

Mix feeling that I have now.

First.

On 28 of July.

I stepped down from BSMM committee board.

When the moment I stepped down

and now pass all the work to the next board.

I feel I already FREE.FREEDOM.

But after that,I feel sad because going to leave them.

Can't snap picture together le.

I WILL MISS THE MOMENT WE TOGETHER.

Can I stop the time to move on?

Second.

Let me write in chinese.

前几天关心知己

却得不到被信任

那种感觉在当下很难过

我一直以为我们是互相信任的知己

可是。原来我错了。

也许我不该那么的在意

也许我过于执着某些东西

以为付出会有回报

这件事然让我明白了和有所领悟

不过分执着，我会快乐点。

谢谢你的陪伴。

珍惜。

BLOOD DONATION 2010

Monday(19.7.2010)

Our school having blood donation.

And ya,I skip class..But not because of ponteng..

Is having duty on this event.

I saw many of my friend are so 'kind' to donate their RED RED BLOOD

Hahaha..I wish that I also can donate..

But I not yet over my bday(consider as 16++)only.

One more is,I under weight..Need 45kg only can donate.

I just 41kg only..To me,i don't think I am thin..

Cause imagine my height and if my body weight is over 45kg.

I will be fat already.So,NO WAY.

I don't know why some people are so scare that let people know their height and body weight.

To me,I am proud to be say it out If you ask me.

I am short SO WHAT?None of your businese also.(someone).

After BLOOD DONATION,Then having meeting to discuss when AGM.

Finished meeting..We started taking photo.Enjoy..

I surely will MISS YOU ALL.:)

And last..HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY JIEJIE..^^

我很无助..

Saturday~

Today as usual.

But different is today I enjoy a lot.

Is suppose today got a trip to Pusat science d.

But because of the time problem.

So,I and my classmate+good friend>CH<

We go sing k..my sis also going.

Hahaha..damn fun wei..like it..^^

I will be strong.

I will put it down.

And.

My friend>CH<

Congraz that your leg is recover ya.

And,MY Friend>SUE<

Faster recover from sick..:)

Weekday+Weekend

Okay..Lets talk bout what I have done during the weekday+weekend

First..Friday(9.7.2010)

Went midvalley to celebrate YUET MAY birthday..

Sing k..Eat..and they go watch movie.

But I din go watch(Predators)..Because of TUITION>.<

Anyway,I enjoy..Yup,HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAY..(:

Today(11.7.2010)

Go 1U with my cousin.

Plan to go watch movie d.

But because of all the time is not suit and all is in front d.

I want go watch eclipse lea.But can't find kaki to go watch with me.==

过了几个月了

我依然还没完全放下对你的感觉

可是我会努力的

祝你幸福(=

MOVE ON

New month..

JULY now..

Nothing much to say bout my life.

It just SAME..STUDY+WORK+EAT+SLEEP.

We have been almost 2 month din meet each other d.

Seriously,I very MISS U..

Miss your VOICE,your SMILE ,your EVERYTHING.

BUT.

Now..What I can do is..

Let it go..And move on with my life.

It seem to be so hard for me.

I can't do it..

Although the time is passing.

I am trying hard.

Please..

最熟悉的陌生人~

你过得好吗?

突然很想见到你..不懂为什么..

我们不能像以前一样了

我们的关系从最初有点暧昧>>好朋友>>

最后却将变成>>陌生人<<

现在

我宁愿你没说那句话

因为至少我们的关系不会是这样

不能再出来一起玩了

因为你有了她

我对你的感觉就得收藏在心里的最深处

我没有怪你

也没有资格

只怪我当初顾虑的太多

没好好的把握机会

我其实不希望你和她会有好的结果

因为人是自私的

可是我知道勉强没有幸福

所以，选择祝福你

可是喜欢你的感觉是从一起打工到现在

依然还存在着

雪憓加油..

新的学期~

假期结束了，

又是新的学期，

又得过着忙碌+累的生活。

忙着学校的课业，活动

忙着处理和帮忙家里的事物。

可是，有时还蛮享受这种生活的

因为至少不会觉得时间过得很慢

我努力的让时间冲淡我对你的感觉，

可是难。很难。

所以选择了不去想太多，

试着把复杂的事情化为简单，

试着，也学会顺其自然的面对。

有种东西要放弃它很难>爱<

MOVIE AGAIN~

Today went midvalley again.

Go watch movie again>A-TEAM<(I prefer KARATE KID)=)

Go with 2 'leng zai '...boy best friend..Hahaha..

One of it is we know each other like 8 year le..

Omg,i can't believe we know each other for so long d.

And one of it although just know for 2 year.

But don't know why we can so close.

THANK YOU u all..That willing to share your things with me.

No matter is happy or sad.

Remember i will always be there when u need me..:)

Go out with you all.

Really very fun.

I love to go out with you all.

HAPPY DAY!!

还是放不下你~

MOVIE..KARATE KID

Today go midvalley.

Watch movie..the movie is I wait very long d..

KARATE KID..is super super superrrrrrrr nice wei..

Like it..hahaha..Those that not yet watch,must go watch loh.

Such a nice movie..U will love it.

Go watch with my best friend>SUE<

2 girls..WATCH MOVIE+EAT+SHOPPING.

But last i din buy anything also.Need save money.

So,just can see can't buy..

I am jealous with you>SUE<

Anyway,Have fun today.

The next movie I want watch is A-TEAM..

Who can teman me go watch ner..?Can 'U'?

Should I give up..?I Don't know..

Smile..I want it..

夜深人静..

坐在电脑前面..

开着部落格..滴答滴答..

时间一分一秒的过..

回忆起很多以往美好的回忆..

开心..难过..悲伤..

都深深地刻在我心中..

我想把悲伤..都忘记..

可是有些事情不是说你要忘记就能..

曾经..有个人..说..

有舍才会有得..舍得..

这句话很有影响力..这个人我一直都放在心里..

希望有一天你会懂..你在我心里有一定的位置..

谢谢你..

我还不能笑得很灿烂..无烦恼

我喜欢我的笑容..

有朝一天我一定能的..

笑容..我想你..