Time For A CHANGE

Sorry for being long time didn't update my blog .
Time passed super fast , it's almost a year I had been go through my F6 Life .
Still got half year more and it will end of my F6 life . A new journey will start right after this . *Awaiting*

Just Feeling hard to balance my mood right now . What the hell happening to me ?
So wanna bang the wall and end my life now . I just felt the stress .
I sure you guys will thought that am stress with my own study .
Guess what , am stress out with another thingy thing but not school stuff .
Somehow , just don't know why I couldn't choose to give up
That way instead of fearing for those stress and emotional stuff .

I always look for a better tomorrow but it seem like so hard to achieve .
I blame myself is that am really having attitude problem as what you scold to me ?
Your words mean a lot to me . But at the same time you hurt me so deep .
Sometimes , you have to give up on people not because you don't care
Is because they don't .
I WANT TO BREATH and get a life . Wake up wake up !
What is the real happiness meant to you ? I can't figure it out .

The only way I can do right now is try to forget everything that I really don't want think of it .
I knew it was kind of escaping , but what to do ?
Was trying hard to face it , to face the problem but nonetheless failed .
I do believe that when everything seems to be going wrong , keep your head high and smile ,
And try to make the best of the situation ,
Because siting around and crying won't make things much better .
Let go of the things that can no longer to be fixed .
If you force yourself to try and put them back ,Things will only get worse .
Holding on is being brave , but sometimes moving on make you even Stronger !
What doesn't kill you make you stronger stand a litter taller
doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone (Kelly Clarkson ) .

Move on and Move on .
Stop here . Stay tuned . =(=)

Officially back (:(

Is NOVEMBER .

Times runs as no one notice .

Have stop blogging bout nearly 4 month and ,

Here are fully covered by dust .

Therefore , again I am back to restart my journey .

In summary as well ,

In this few month nothing much happened .

Except there're a few things I need to share about .

Final exam is just over . Result is just like shit .

Feeling hard to balance back my mood right now .

I already study for what I should study but

end up the ending is what i unexpected . Sigh .

Have told myself that forget bout it and try it again .

I believe miracles will happen if you not give up :]

Wanna to clarify something seriously .

Our status are different , the way we think , the way we love ,

The way we like , the way we do or even dislike are totally different .

So don't judge me like you are really very well in knowing me .

I really treat you as a very good friend but how you treat me ?

You make me feel like a dumb or perhaps you are not appreciate bout our friendship

And so there is no point to keep it up our friendship .

Be with people who appreciate your presence .

Stop here ,

Back soon .

Have a nice day people (:(

The Following Days Of The Latest ME.

Its JULY. Time Flies.

Sorry for the long silence.

Was busy with lot of homeworks like assignment,presentation and much more.

Just finished with my 1st business assignment and I tot that can relax awhile.

Ya.U guess right I am wrong. Few more assignment is waiting me to finish it.

The new assignment(Create a advertisement which will attract attention).

Is difficult. How am I going to done this assignment. Kill me please.

Well. Will try my best to success and done it perfectly(:

Skip this.

Okay,first talk bout movie.

The latest movie I watched was Transformers3: Dark Of The Moon.

Went to One U watched. Before the movie start went to starbucks and have a drinks.

My favourite Green Tea Frappuccino. I just love Green Tea so much.(:(:

After that,we went for our dinner at Sushi Zanmai.

Was chit-chatting when having dinner. Thanks for the treat.

He gonna leave KL soon and go Sabah for his study.
I am not willing to say goodbye but I have to.

All the best to you and Good luck(;♥

July Baby.

Lot of friend born on July.

So here wish all of the July baby

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

Will try update more.

Stay tuned.

Take Care and Stay Happy People[:

I should stop expecting to prevent myself from being Disappointed.

528.625

Sorry. I am back:)

Was busying with assignment and presentation stuff recently.

Will be having a test on August:( Stress~ Is not that easy.

Anyway,will try my best to strive for a good result.
After that Holiday.But just 1 week.

Anyway is enough to me rather than without holiday. *Awaiting*;)

Time flies. It actually pass very fast without any mark.

And now.

Obviously,my feeling are still the same.

I still can't let go. Why am I so artless to believe that you are different from others.

And last the answer is you are still the same. Just I am so stupid to believe.

Is enough for it. Love really make people suffer.

528. Our last day and I will remember no matter how.

I just hope to remember everything about us.

Because you really means a lot to me.

He is just a normal friend to me right now that I still care a lot.

I really do hope that you will be happy always and I am always be here:)

Emo and emo. Emo get out from my life! Damn!

Even emo I still smile. Everything will be alright. Ya,it will be alright.

625. Unforgettable day.

Went out with my ns babies.

My dear(Moon)and My grandma(Kim).

We had planed a long time to have this outing.

And last we make it. Is damn enjoy and happy outing.

I really very happy hang out with you all.

The feeling doesn't change at all even we seldom meet.

I love the moment with you all.♥

Thanks god that let me know you all. I do appreciate;)

Stop here.

Take Care people.

Sherly(Sitwai):]

Mix Feeling:(

Alright. Mix feeling right now.

Really depressed. We are getting far apart.

I tot we can last our relationship until the end of our life.

Or perhaps turn to be better. Last,it turn to be like that.

I don't know what happened between us. I wonder why:(

Long time din't write in Chinese. So this post will be in Chinese.

复杂的心情

其实我应该比任何人都还要清楚

我们的关系不可能会有所突破

一开始认识你就已经是错误的开始

从不相识的陌生人到很好聊的朋友

一路走来我都很珍惜我们的友谊

可是当我知道我们之间的关系不仅仅

存有友谊的成分我就开始担心

我们的关系是否会改变

三个月的暧昧，结束

而你我真的就回到原来的我们

变得好像当初大家都不认识的对方

变得很陌生很陌生

其实我真的有考虑过

可是我真的没有信心

有人说距离不是问题

可我就是过不了自己那一关

原谅我想太多

原谅我的懦弱

原谅我就是这样的人

如果给我多一次的选择

我会不想太多接受

无论如何衷心祝福你

祝你幸福~

So far so good:3

Blogging**

I have no idea what to blog now actually.Sight.

I guess I have to many stuffs need to blog.

And now I don't know how to start with.

Just like sometime you are not in good mood

But you just don't know how to say it out your feelings.

I wish to have a friend that could really understand me.

But it seem to be so hard:(

Alright.

Start my study life almost 3 week d.

Time really pass so fast. I hope it pass fast.

Studying Pre U now. I have no choice.

Actually plan to go study at UTAR but they

Must and compulsory need us study 1 year of foundation.

Before you taking your diploma and it cost around 10000++.

Without lend loan. That's why I decided not to study there.

After that if I get to offer the course that I apply in local U

I will straight go in local U otherwise most probably I will study

My degree at UTAR Kampar. Really jealous to those people that

No need worry bout financial problem. Sight. What to do.

Life still need to go on and I will be strong to face those kind of problem.

And I am glad to make new friend. Start to close with them d. I love my class.

You know what. We got a lot of gangs there. And I got 2. HAHAHA.

Don't ask me to choose either 1. I will not choose. I don't know.

2 gang of friend are both important to me. Different type of friend.

1 gang is sampat gang! 1 gang is kepo gang!xD

QiQi. My new buddy. She is friendly and I don't know why

I love to chit chat with her. Just know each other for few days only

And now we seem to be so close dy. Awww.. Love it!:D

Chin Pei. Another girl who is close to me in class. She is damn hyper.;D

Feel nice to know you all. Hope we will stay together within the 1.5 year.;)

Yohoo..My holiday is coming.I want hang out with friends. Can't wait to hang out.

Alright

Stop here.

Have a great week ahead.

Good Night!;)

A New Month.

Alright. Is may now.

Can't believe time pass so fast.

Just want to post bout my recently life right now.

I have decided to study in PTC College as taking

Management in finance.(Business course).

I also studying form6 maybe will be quick soon.

Depend on how it is going on.

I just can say that form 6 is not easy to study.

It is the tough exam compare with those college.

And I 100% not agree with those people who saying

Study form6 is wasted time. If study form6 just take 1 and half year.

After that you can continue with your degree which is at least 3 years.

Is actually the same which you study at college. The difference is just that

Study form6 you need to follow the school rules and have to wear back uniform.

The most important is if you don't want burden your family or you are not that rich

Form6 is the better choice to choose. So,those who are not really know how others

May be facing their own problem such like financial problem

Please just don't give any comment and shut your mouth up.

Just want to release my emotion here. Sorry if you think I am saying you.

Feel unfair with my friend only. That's all for today. Stay tuned.

Good luck to me and good luck to everyone.

Take Care people.Love:)

Don't judge people if you don't really know her/him.